最近。。。

好久没有update我的部落各了。
最近好像有些失眠的症状。
有时候晚上很难入眠。
有时到了两三点才入眠。
有时更夸张，整晚都睡不到。
是不是因为到了学期的尾端，
特别多东西操心？
尤其现在手头上还有那么多的东西要做。
过了明天，东西都大概告一段落了。
剩下的也不多了，终于可以安心的准备大考。

日子过得真么样呢？
还好吧。。
就平平淡淡的又一个学期了。

大家的日子有过得如何呢？
我身边的朋友你们还好吗？
有些我知道过得很不错，
可是也知道有些过得不是很好。
有些感情出了问题，
有些朋友之间出了问题。
相处还真的要看缘份。
有缘就合得来，没缘就合不来。

对于那些过得不怎么好的朋友，祝你们开开心心，渡过挑战吧。
大家来为大考干杯。。。

干杯~

没关系。。。

没关系
我们分了没关系
这不是你的问题
是我没那个福气
没福气却又爱上你
谁还在乎一起傻傻说过的那些话。

Countdown...

7 days till Thanksgiving Break.
28 days till Finals.
35 days till Winter Break.
38 days till back in Malaysia.
53 days till back in Ames.

Lets get going !  =)

得寸进尺？

是不是当你不计较时，人家就会得寸进尺？
我的脚车已经是我发现的第二次没回家了。。。
如果刮风下雨，它不就要在外面受苦？

=.=!!!

日有所思，夜有所梦。

昨晚上做了个梦，
一个我还相当不喜欢的梦。
梦里的故事太逼真，
逼真到我清醒不过来。
醒来时，发现其实梦里的情节在现实生活中已经在发生了。
所谓日有所思，夜有所梦。
我想我在白天时想太多了。
可是万万没想到，这件事情既然还会出现在我梦里。真不应该。

Malaysia Boleh !

So, i upgraded my HDD for mac-bie to a larger capacity and look what i found.

Malaysia Boleh! =.=!!!

Errr... ???

I found these pictures on badminton club's website just now...

It's me in ISU Spring 2010 badminton open.

=D

To me , From me.

Happy birthday to myself..
From : myself.

ARGH.....

OMG!!!
i did something very very stupid and careless in my night exam yesterday...
at first i did the whole thing correctly and completed the whole thing already.
Then, i look at the clock and check back my work... *tink* i thought that the lecturer might prefer to see my answer in another form for question 1a.
I took up my eraser, erase the whole answer for 1a and redo it to be in another form.
okay, i'm done...
At night when i went to bed, i think think think.... OMG !!!! i shouldn't have erase because it shouldn't be in that form or else it'll be wrong !
Really really feel like shouting out !!! arrgh !!!!

just hope that my "A" won't fly away. =(

Tortoise goes for shower, again...

So... here's my tortoise taking a shower, for the second time of his life. =D

－－－－－－

你轻轻柔柔底细述着槟城下的雨，
淋湿你的长发，
几十年来抹也抹不去，
啊哈，
我会慢慢地想起，
几十年都不会忘记。

。。。

我可以每天面带欢笑的和大家哈拉。
给人家感觉超不认真地哈拉。
把悲给变成了欢笑，
和大家讲得有说有笑。
可是一旦一个人时，
一切都回到原点。
悲依然还在，
伤依然还痛。
你上次说的一切理由，
我上次认为的一切借口，
现在已变成了一个事实。
谁说只有女人有第六感？

我真希望，
我们从来没相遇过。

你已变成了我的陌生人。

爱，不是占有。。。

爱无非是要快乐,两个人不能快乐，不如一个人快乐；两个人痛苦，不如成全一个人的快乐。爱，是一种感受，即使痛苦也会觉得幸福；爱，是一种体会，即使心碎也会觉得甜蜜；爱，是一种经历，即使破碎也会觉得美丽。有些失去是注定的，有些缘分是永远不会有结果的。爱一个人不一定就能拥有。


我就是抹不去你在我心中留下的点点滴滴。忘了你的真，忘了你的纯；忘了你炙热的吻，忘了往昔的记忆；忘了昨天的开怀，忘了你的音容笑貌;忘了你深情的回眸，忘了你伤心的泪滴；忘了你忧郁的深情，忘了你纵容的目光。


爱一个人不孤单，想一个人才孤单,静静的思念，孤独的享受,放开天上的云朵，抛开遗留的誓言。


喜欢一个人，失去了，就像丢掉自己心爱的物品;虽然遗憾，但是不会痛,爱一个人，失去了，就会留下一个伤口，永远都会隐隐的痛。

=)

Okay.. so i'm done with the presentation...
I'm now left with a group discussion and 2 assignments and i'm done with this week..
Way to go.. hehe. =D

不一样的说法，一样的意思，不一样的效果。

还记得之前在facebook看到了到现在我都还记得很清楚的一句话。
某某1: 我很丑吗？
某某2：没有啊，只是漂亮得不那么明显。
看了之后，我真的很佩服某某2说话的方法。

说话真的是一门很大的学问。虽然我们每天都说了很多很多的话，可是真正掌控到说话的技巧的人又有几位？

一样的意思，不一样的说法，带来了不一样的效果。
好好学习吧。=）

mess

The first thing i saw when i woke up this morning :

Messy table that i just left it there and went to sleep last night.
Hahahaha... den took my phone, which is just beside me and snap a photo of it.
I know it's just too random. =D

Untitled

I heard from dad last night that grandpa has been lying in hospital for 3 days d without waking up at all.
Till now, nobody knows why.....

牺牲品。

牺牲品。。。
可是如果能换来好结果，那就别计较那么多。
经济学讲的是'trade off''. 既然这份友谊对你来说价值没那么高，那就算了。其实大家心里有数。
往往有些人就是因为心中狭窄，带给人家很多的不方便。
算了，再说也没用。我的顾虑只有你的情绪和这份友情。可是如果我的牺牲可以换来你的好结果，那就让这份友情随它去吧。
反正我的优点就是不爱计较！

Sunday !!! Starting of Week 7. =)

So.. it's week 7... Half way through the semester.
It's not a very productive day... but it's not too unproductive as well..
At least i went for my group discussion this afternoon and then straight to badminton after that.
Hmmm.....
Btw, i still dunno where to go for this winter break. =.=!!!
I've decided not to go Hawaii because there's like so few people that r going...so, the entire trip has been cancelled.
Most probably going to Texas during thanksgiving... and many of them are going to Florida during Winter break..
I've been there before so i don't feel like going there again~.
Ahhh... seems like i'll most probably be staying in Ames for Winter Break den.. =(

On a late friday night...

Lesson that i'd learnt from the past : "Do not make any decision in a hurry when you have plenty of time to consider about it."

Because you'll one day regret why didn't you take more time to consider about it last time....

Time to shower and go to bed..
Nitez and sweet dreams to myself.

Declaring an early weekend !

Hmm..It's friday again tomorrow. i'm gonna declare an early weekend myself.. haha...
I can really feel that i'm mentally exhausted because of the 2 tests today.. one at 8am.. the other one at 8pm..
So, i'm gonna rest as much as i can tomorrow after my class and work and head to badminton! =)
Anyway, weekend is not going to be any better this week..
At the moment i have 3 assignments in hand and 2 tests on d same day again next week and i believe that there's still more to come.
Better get some done first.

Just taken dinner about an hour ago and i think i've had enough rest now... Time to wash up and go to bed..
Good night world. =)

End of week 3...

It's the last day of week 3 ... one more class to go in another 65 mins.
My record of this semester :
class skipped = 0
work skipped = 0
sleep early = most of the days ( before 11pm )
(11 - 12am ) = less than 5 days
after 12am = 2 days... (last night was one of the day because of assignment...gosh.. i spent more than 7 hours on that one assignment... why can't assignments be like before where they provide us more info and we can just directly get the answer easily? why do they have to make the questions to go one big big big and big round asking you to find this and that before you can arrive at your final answer?  =.=!!! anyway didn't stay up for too late also last night.. manage to finish it and went to bed at 12.30am, which i think is good enough . =D   )

time to cook my lunch and head for the last class of the week!   yahoo~

Week 3 , Day 2.

It's already the 2nd day of Week 3 and i've finished my last class of the day.
As usual, the ENGL314 (technical writing) class require us to continue working on our website again today and my website is called "travelers" - a website which i plan to talk about different places in the world that i've been to.

Then, i started looking on informations from the web and suddenly i feel like knowing more about the 7 wonders of the world. I started searching for their pictures and info and realize that out of the 7 wonders , i've only been to one of it, which is the Great wall of China. I actually kinda like the Coliseum in Rome, wish that i could go there one day soon.

Other than that, looking at those beautiful pictures also makes me wanna travel around the world. I so wish that i can just buy a ticket and fly across the sea to those awesome places now !!!
I know.. i know... it's too early to day dreaming...
Anyway, looking forward to the London trip.
London, i'm coming soon ! =)

Labor day !

It's labor day!!!
Means i get one extra day of weekend today. =)
Best of all is, i don't have to work today since i'm supposed to work on every MWF.
ofcoz, no work = no money...
but, i don't care!!!   =P

So, i went to Adventureland yesterday.
It's an amusement park with wet and dry theme parks. Just something like Sunway Lagoon.
Ermm... for the dry park..basically i don't really dare to play... maybe that's because for too long i didn't ride on any roller coaster d.
Anyway i love the wet park... AWESOME...
and i feel like going swimming so badly now.
But too bad it started raining 1 hour before the closing time. So basically we have to leave an hour earlier...
Hmm..so basically that's how i spend my long weekend.
It's so so relaxing.
Didn't regret not making our way to St. Louis at all...  =)
Will stay home for the rest of the day... yay!

(no pics this time because 1 camera ran out of battery and 1 more was in the locker.... hahahahhaa)

嫁人与嫁钱

女人是要嫁人不是要嫁钱，
人有两只脚，
钱有四个“脚”，
你怎么跑都跑不赢它。

Week 1 has gone...

So, Week 1 has gone...
still surviving. =)
My healthy lifestyle is back... woohoo...
sleep early, wake up early!!!
That's how i used to be last time...
It's friday today and as usual, it's our "sports day"
Played badminton together with a huge number of friends and it is really tiring...
10.41pm now , i guess it's about time for me to sleep.
Good night world... Good night to "you"...
=)

ZzZzZzZzzzzz.....

Back in Ames.

So here i am, back in Ames.
It's 6.30am now and today is the first day of class...
I know i know.. it's still very early..but what to do?
I thought of taking a nap yesterday evening at 6 something but who knows it is already 10 something at night when i wake up.
Skype with daddy for a little while and went back to sleep at 12 something morning and woke up at around 5am this morning...
It took me so long to rearrange my room... It is kinda like 95% done now...
Classes!!! i'm looking forward to you!!!
I had a great chat with "you" and all my friends here back in Ames yesterday...
I'm loving it...
=)

(oppss... i hear hee hoe coughing. he's awake? ahahahaha)

Anyway, reality starts now...

last day...last night..last of everything...

It's my last day in Malaysia...
Last night, i attended two classes at FF back to back : body pump and body combat.
It's my last day of class...
Indeed, it was tiring but i force myself to do as much as i can...
This morning, i woke up at 6.30 and went to FF with the gang again... although i didn't really do much this morning, frankly, i didn't sweat at all this morning because i am really too exhausted to do anymore + the lack of sleep last night, i really cannot do much at all...
After work out, Sue and i went up to USJ and meet Wi Shan n Yang for "dim sum" breakfast , den i drop Sue to her uni.
Immediately after that, i call daddy:
Me:        Daddy, are you free today?
Daddy:   Ok ah... y leh?
Me:        Wanna go watch movie this afternoon?
Daddy:   Ok ah... what time?
Me:         I go tesco buy some stuff 1st den i go home book...
Daddy:   Nevermind le.. i check and book...
Me:         Ok..
-hang up n started crying-


*2 mins later daddy called back*

Daddy:    3pm ok?
Me:          anytime.
Daddy:    ok.
-hang up n continue crying-


='(

Bu she de...

Just one more day and i'll be on the plane...

i really "bu she de"...

i "bu she de" the people...

i "bu she de" the place...

but what can i do ?

i still have to leave, still have to face the reality that i'm leaving...

who can understand my feelings now?

who can comfort me?

='(

Good night.

Pics !!! =)

Hehehe.... so... i've grabbed some pics over ... =)
Shhh....... =P

KTV   ------->>>

Jaya One  ---->>>

10.53pm

So, yesterday was really a tiring day...
i woke up at 6.30am and prepare to head down to melaka...
left home at 7 am to McD for breakfast...
eat till 8am den vroommm down melaka and reach there at 9.30am..
straight away do things that i'm suppose to do and den went for early nyonya lunch at jonker street.
Daddy actually wanna go visit uncle 1 but den i say i need to go out at 6 something in the evening so he decided not to go because they might be out for lunch also at that time.
So, we headed down back to Klang straight away after lunch and got home at 2.30pm...
i took a short nap after that before heading down to Jaya One for my farewell dinner with the gym kakis.
Thanks buddies.. =)

Had lunch at jogoya with sis today.
n not to forget, i fail to wake up this morning to renew my passport! ahahahhaa...


(no pics because pics are all with marcus)

goodnite, sweet dreams n sleep tight to "you"... =)

10.53pm

So... last night i reach home at around 2a.m after singing K...
On my way home, i saw a police pull over a car... dunno what happened...
Den, in front of my house there, got road block summore..
It's already 2a.m and there are few policeman there holding sub-machine gun summore 1...
Something happened here recently? hmm....
luckily there are cars in front and behind of me...
or else sure "pa pa" coz wouldn't know are they really police or not.

after washing up, straight away jump into bed and sleep soundly.
It is already 10.15am when i woke up this morning...
take my breakfast, shower and off i go to gym at 11.30am ...
workout till 2pm and have lunch with ting yi den back home at 3.30pm...

took a short nap in the evening before heading to dinner with parents and uncle den go to his factory to look look before coming home...

It's 11.03pm now...
time to shower and sleep.
gotta wake up at 6am tomorrow and head down to Melaka...
gym kakis are throwing me a farewell dinner tomorrow night...
so , there goes my day....

(You can really make my mood goes up and down... it's like a roller-coaster. Glad to know you being such a good girl going bed so early.. Get well soon...   =)    )

-signing off-

End of summer break..

It's coming to the end of the summer break...
I'm really glad that i'm back at Malaysia during this summer break... meeting my family and friends, spending time with them, it's really awesome.
If you were to ask me what i've gain throughout this entire summer break, i wouldn't be able to tell you specifically. But one thing for sure, i know i enjoy it a lot and there's definitely no regrets.
It's kinda sad that i'll have to go back to States very soon. I'll have to live the lonely life again... life without family love.. life without family members. I don't like that feeling... I don't like the feeling of trapping myself in a house 24/7, especially when it's not even my home. I'm kinda scare of that feeling... i don't like it. It's san fu =(

I'm glad that i made a few new friends back in Malaysia during this break...
Marcus, Joanne, Nichelle, etc.
Of course not to forget sue ee and ting yi (sue ee, coz i  know you'll read my blog, so i got no choice but need to mention your name too! ahahahahhaa.. =P ... jk! )
you people really made my day...
Watching movies, yum cha , gym.... i love it lots..
of course these are only possible with the presence of you people..
Joanne Lee, don't worry la...i won't forget you de la! i am just kidding.. =)
Not much time left to spend with you all and all of my friends in Malaysia.
Looking forward to meet you all again when i come back on 2011 !
Bali trip on July 2011 rite? I'll try my best to join you all !!!! =)

Daddy and mummy went out for body massage d...
Soon, i'm going out to sing K too with the gym kakis ..
gtg shower and prepare now... tata!

-signing off-

San fu...

San fu... i'm feeling so san fu now.

1+1=2

(29/7/2010)

They were once zero distance from one another...
But now they are 374km away from one another...
Very soon, they will be 14546km apart...
No matter what, they'll meet one another again...
=)

11.40 a.m

I've started packing some of my stuff into the luggage bag...

Nephew: "ah gu aaa.... what are you doing?"
Me        : "packing stuff lo... ah gu going back U.S d"
Nephew: "bu yao.. bu yao... ah gu aa bu yao go U.S"

=(

Hmm...

Why isn't my gmail functioning as it should be functioning?
i've linked my cymail to my gmail thinking that each and every mail in my cymail will show up in gmail..
but dunno why, i just realize that not every mail in my cymail is shown in my gmail. =.=!!!
sounds complicated huh? hahahaha...
anyway.. i'm lazy to repair it now, which means i'll have to check on another additional mailbox daily from today onwards. aih... 3 mailboxes.. =.=!!!

Oh ya, so because that my gmail is not functioning well, i didn't know that i've actually got a job for the coming semester until today.
The email has been sent out on the 18 of july and i've only replied today to inform them that i'm accepting the job offer.
Thank god they still keep that position for me...
This time my job is no longer frying chicken...hahahaha..
They gave me the cashier position... and i'm working only as cashier.. =)
6 hours per week.. 2 hours per session... that's more than enough for me..
those are some extra pocket money for me to buy things i like later on.. hehe.

One more thing that's worth mentioning.
Will the badminton club be dominated by Malaysians starting next semester?
hahahaha...
I realize that more and more people are playing badminton nowadays...
Hee hoe got himself a new racquet... and he seems like he's gonna take this sport very seriously.
Heard that Han Ning is bringing back 3 racquets to Ames... so, she's serious too i guess?
I just feel that i'll be seeing more and more people at forker next semester? hahaha.. hopefully. =)

So, hopefully things are going smoothly for everyone nowadays...

hopefully things are going well for "you" especially...

i've been praying everyday hoping that a 180 degrees change will happen to you and your family soon. =)

Counting down the days left till departure, there's like a mixed feelings...

I miss a bit of the U.S...

but i don't feel like leaving home for that long...

I don't mind to leave now if i'm coming back this winter break...

But most probably i won't be back here because it's just a 3 weeks break. 

If that is how it goes, the next time i step on Malaysia will be May 2011.. 

May 2011, you better come fast...

It's about time to start packing my luggage,

It's about time to make my to-bring-list.

=(

Not much time...

I realize that there's not much time left for me...
I'm trying to allocate more time for my parents, especially daddy...
I've dragged him out last friday to go walk walk for a while... actually wanted to see if we can make it for the movie that night, but the movie was already full so we ended up yum cha-ing at "Espress" .
Yesterday (saturday), i accompany him go "gai gai" again in the afternoon den came back home around evening n i went out to play badminton for around 2 hours... Den we attended our neighbor's home party at night...
Today, I woke up at 7.30am... went out for breakfast with my family and their friends...den lunch with grandpa...
i watch "The last air bender" with daddy at night den went for yum cha with him again...
Reached home at around 10pm and receive a call from a friend at 10.30pm ask me go out yum cha.. =.=!!!
So, i went out n yum cha again n now.. i'm back home.

It's kinda tiring today although i've slept for another 2.5 hours after breakfast this morning...
and i slept thru 30 mins during the movie..hahaha...
the movie is kinda interesting, just that i'm really too tired...


(No matter where i am, who i am with, what i am doing, how busy / tired i am, there's one thing that's always in my mind --->  "how are you?" )

吨时间。。。

吨时间，我觉得只要能让妳快乐，一切都不重要。
因为我真的舍不得看你伤心，难过，生病。 你要快点好起来。我在这里支持你。

What can i do ?

It was a total shock when i hear this from you...
What can i do for you?
I dunno exactly what had happened but it don't seems minor to me coz it makes u sleepless for 2 nites & MC for 2 days...
I wish you and your family will go thru this soon... i wish everything will turn good very soon... i dowan to see you sad.. i dowan your body to turn weaker...
I'll continue praying for you and your family everyday...

Honestly i just can't stop worrying about you since the minute you tell me....
I've been worrying for hours and hours...
I dragged daddy out to yum cha just now so tat i can temporarily rest my mind...
I'm worried...

Suddenly i feel that my dream is not important anymore...
I've had this dream for few times d i guess and what i always think is hoping that it'll not come true...
but now it don't seem to be important anymore...
no matter is it coming true or not... i just wish to see you happy and smiling everyday...
I wish that things will turn good for you soon...

11.23 pm

11.23pm...
just got back from fitness first less than an hour ago...
Tapao McD before leaving Aeon.. i'm so full now...
ate a GCB meal and now i can't go to bed... =.=!!!

One thing that i realize after working out for around 3 months... my stomach is flatter d.. *happy*  =D

Not much time left in Malaysia... less than 20 days...
Have to go back U.S and live the student life again...
I'll have to wash my own cup when i drink...
I'll have to prepare my own breakfast...
I'll have to wash my own dishes when i cook...
I'll have to do my own laundry...
I can't sleep late as i do back in Malaysia...
I can't go out whenever i want like in Malaysia...
How nice if i can just fast forward the time to two years later...
I wanna c u fast...

Love is in the Air

This afternoon, while my nephew is playing with his "ah gong" (my father) , he took out one cardholder from his front pocket. So coincidence, he flip to a page where there's a family picture of us. It's a picture of us at KLIA airport just b4 i left Malaysia. That's when i know that dad actually bring a picture of us with him no matter where he goes... =(

This reminds me about last week when we were at Pahang. I asked dad: "daddy, i still cannot buy ah?"
He replied : " Boy, why till now u still don't understand? There's only 1 reason daddy dowan to buy for you.. it's because daddy is worry bout your safety... You think daddy "kiam siap" that money? The reason is just one.. and that's the only reason.. Everyday daddy also need to tell "guan yin ma"to " poh pi " you and "er jie jie" because you two are away from home... Daddy is not because "kiam siap" that money. "


I can feel the love...   <3

What can you do?

Just got home from "Despicable Me" with Ting Yi an hour ago...

It touches my feelings seeing Mr.Gru sending the three kids back to the orphanage..

It is just like us losing one another...

It feels so bad when someone just disappeared from your life...

A person whom you used to talk with everyday...

A person whom you used to wake him/her up in the morning...

A person whom you sing to make him/her sleep at night...

A person whom you spent most of your time with, regardless of the distance and time zone...

A person whom you used to see her smile everyday...

A person whom you watch him/her having breakfast...

Now, this person is gone...

What can you do?

What can i do?

I can do nothing than just disappear as well...

What happened to me ???

4.10 pm...
Sue : What happened to you... what has US turns you? become so lame liao!
Me  : not all d while also like tat de meh?
Sue : nola.. last time very very guai one ! dun talk much!
Me  : ahhh... so which 1 better?
Sue : hmmm... if pick , now better! last time like stick!

Muahahahaha.... =P

I'm Back Once Again~

Alrite.. I'm back once again...
Where have i been for the past weeks?
I actually went to Beijing with my dad and sis. Mum didn't follow us this time because she was complaining about the weather being too hot. Indeed, it's true that the weather over there is hot, not much difference from Malaysia. Walking under the sun for 8 days... you can imagine how much darker i am.
This tour is all about Beijing, not much about any other places, just Beijing.
When it comes to China, shopping is definitely something not to be missed. So yup, we did quite a lot of shopping... Of course, we don't buy those "ding ding dong dong" things over in there.. we buy things that we really use like a handmade vase for our beloved Guan Yin Ma, pewter tea container, tea leaves & etc.
As usual, you can't miss the mountains, greens, buildings and histories when you come to China. Actually, the two things that i have been exited about in this trip is to see the Great Wall of China and the Bird Nest Olympic Stadium.

Here are some pics! =)

Reached home on the Friday midnite.... and i was "invited" to go to Pahang with my parents on Saturday noon.. Gosh!!!
take note, it's "invited".. LOL
Stayed at Pahang for 1 nite and reached back home at 6 something in the evening today...

Now i really tired, exhausted and a bit headache...

Worst of all,  there's something i wanna get but the color is out of stock and i can't find anyone selling the color i want anymore!!!! I've tried many many many n many sellers... ARGH!!!


Nitez~

Home Sweet Home~

Alrite.. I'm back in Malaysia...
12.22 am.. feeling kinda ok...i would consider the trip to be quite good but of course, spent a lot too...
Anyway..gotta go somewhere else again tomorrow noon...gosh~
Will blog again on monday when i come back. Tara~

Good nite.

All set to go~

I'm all set to go...
left a few stuff tat i'll have to bring along tomorrow...
Look at the "must have" stuff that i'm bringing this time... =)

Finished my sociology course already.. YAY !!!
Gotta leave at 5.30am tomorrow... Tata Malaysia!!!
Tara~~~

男人女人

男人喜歡女人 

有些女人還非常天真
不懂男人
只等待著關燈
女人喜歡男人
要男人只愛一個人
這是萬分之一的可能
男人有個疑問 每當夢醒時分
身邊的女人 是不是最愛的人
所謂幸福快樂 可不可能到永恆
女人不停的問 男人不想過問
兩個人快樂不平衡
女人用下半生 換男人下半身
男人孑然一生
可是女人卻步步高升
這讓男人 低頭不敢吭聲
女人燃燒青春
每晚要護膚皺紋
沒有化妝 就不敢出門
男人有個疑問 每當夢醒時分
身邊的女人 是不是最愛的人
所謂幸福快樂 可不可能到永恆
女人不停的問 男人不想過問
兩個人快樂不平衡
女人用下半生 換男人下半身
男人為了女人
只能悄悄想別的女人
入夜時分 去敲別人的門
女人為了男人
從女孩變成了女人
男人女人都做出犧牲
男人有個疑問 每當夢醒時分
身邊的女人 是不是最愛的人
所謂幸福快樂 可不可能到永恆
女人不停的問 男人不想過問
兩個人快樂不平衡
女人用下半生 換男人下半身
男人喜歡女人
有的女人只喜歡女人
男人女人
最好兄妹相稱
女人喜歡男人
而男人只喜歡男人
男人女人都是一樣的
男人女人都在渴望著
平凡簡單的幸福快樂 

Stupid move...

I'm making that stupid move again...
Y just can't i control myself for a bit longer ?
I shouldn't continue making that silly move...
it'll only bring more heartbreak...

I feel like u r changing... i feel that u r walking towards another direction...

I MUZ STOP MYSELF FROM REPEATING THE SAME MISTAKE!!!

(only one person will understand wut i mean...)

thx liwei.

Done with shopping...

I guess i'm done with shopping...
I've got myself 2 pairs of shoes tat i'll bring over U.S... one is for badminton and the other one is for formal occasion.
Not to forget.. a 10 meters long ethernet cable. I'll have to rearrange my room when i get back. =)
I'll bring my ArcSaber over too.. he'll meet with my 2 old buddies...

Hmm... basically tat's wut i do nowadays...
shopping n movies n gym n assignments...

my body is aching badly... i can feel the pain on my chest when i cough a little...
i can feel the pain all over my body when i twist a little...
anyway, i dun hate this feeling.. kinda like it actually.. coz it means that i'm not being lazy.

watched quite a lot of movies throughout this summer...
1) IP man 2
2) Toy story 3
3) The karate kid
4) The legend is born, IP man
5) The flirting scholar 2

Most probably gonna watch these in the upcoming weeks:
1) Despicable me
2) The back-up plan
3) Salt
4) Knight and day
5) Frozen (hopefully can make it)

Tomorrow's my dentist appointment together with dad.. ouch.. gotta hurt. =(
4 more days to complete my assignments... good luck to myself !

kinda came out wit our penang trip plan with han ning, kenneth and cezlynn juz now...
everythings seems to be fine.
date is kinda set.. juz nit double confirmation b4 proceeding to hotel booking..
It's gonna be nothing other than vacations for the coming weeks.. =)

Daddy.. i wanna come back this december too.. can i ? (puppy eyes)

1.09 am... signing off. Good night...
To those who are staying up for the world cup final... Good luck... don't lose all your fortune. =p

(i'm missing you)

10.40pm

I'm running out of time...
5 more days till departure... and i still have assignments not done... gosh....
but den ofcoz not till very very charm la.. i still can finish it in 5 days...

kinda tired today... went aeon to have lunch with parents this afternoon.. b4 tat stop by FF to hv a short chat with frens... aftertat went n walk around with parents at aeon while waiting for their appointment for massage...

i bought some dog biscuits and nail clipper for mimi... it has been so long since i last pampered her...she loves it a lot...

today's badminton is kinda tiring...especially when my body is already aching.. anyway...sweat a lot.. it feels like a sauna inside there.. =.=!!!

10.44pm.. signing off.. =)

(wishing u a gud nite, sweet dreams n sleep tight)

2.20am

2.20am
I'm still awake coz I'm worried how r u.. Wondering r u home yet..
I dun dare to really call u.. Coz I'm afraid u might b sleeping d.
So I tell myself to try call u only once..
U didn't pick up my call..
Hopefully u r home already n sleeping now..
Have a good night m sweet dreams.
I should sleep too.

Dizzy...

Dunno why when i woke up this morning.. i feel so dizzy..
i cannot really walk and feels like im going to collapse anytime...
is it bcoz i cried too much last nite? i dunno...

anyway i feel better after my lunch at around 2 something...

juz back from dinner with family and my sis's father-in-law n family.... i drank a few sip of XO and white wine...
all i can say is it's not my drink... dun really like these alcohol stuff... anyway dad ask me to train abit.. it's time to learn to drink abit..

( i'm really worried bout you n your outing tonite... luckily u've promised your mum tat u'll not drink.... i really feel alot alot more relieve hearing that... )

OMG !

Before i forget...
As in my previous post i've mentioned that i forgot to bring my key so i have to sleep in another room...
bcoz of this something really funny happened..hahaha...

This morning my dad woke up and somehow feel that the exhaust fan in the "another room"(the one im sleeping) is on from his toilet.. den he went to the room and turn on the door knob, realizing that it is locked.. den he went to my actual room and did the same thing . Ofcoz, it is also locked... den he went and tell my mother that i brought a fren home at midnite.. den he saw a backpack outside (the one i brought to gym), den he tell my mum should be my fren's bag...

after tat lagi charm.. my mum went to the door and saw a white flip-flop... she went and tell my dad.. confirm chin yew brought someone home last nite...

didn't they noe all those stuff are mine??  =.=!!!

this morning when my eldest sis came over.. i was still sleeping.. den the maid tell my sis : "nanti buka pintu hati-hati sikit..jangan buka terus...chin yew bawa kawan balik."

den my sis called me and ask me which room am i sleeping at before she opens the door... later on only they manage to somehow figure out what's actually going on..

OMG !

Poor me

That's the only one way whr i can peep on 1 pic of u once in a while..
n that's the only one way i can see very very little updates about you..
i feel so sad of myself..

I really hope that the person appearing in my blog is u, but i have no clue at all who is that...
tracking down the IP address and stuff.. i still can't confirm that it's you..
but looking at the time that person appear... it shouldn't be you..

Rio non-stop putting his bone on my feet and biting on it... will he accidentally bite me? (scared)

Went and collect my visa and ArcSaber that i've ordered yesterday...
den both sis went shopping to look for a present for her F.I.L and i choose to stay at home...
I'm basically done with the day... juz waiting for gym tonite...

12.24am

12.24 am.
I juz got home from gym and yum cha wit the gym kakis.
Den I realize I actually locked myself outside of my room. My key is inside d drawer.. Gosh.. How can I forget that..
Luckily there's still one empty room for me to sleep. Or else I'll hv to spend my whole nightn in the living room..
Then, I tot everything is fine till I realize my toothbrush and facial cleanser is in my bathroom!!! Lol.. Means no nit to brush teeth tonite d.. Hahaha.. Have to wait till tomorrow mOrning only I can enter my room again.
N also lucky tat I have my phone wit me so I still can online.. Phew..

( I think u shud b sleeping now... Have a good night.. Sweet dreams n sleep tight)

emo post

my sis keep asking me why did i close my fb account...

and i tell her that's bcoz there's NOTHING TO PLAY..

last monday, my aunt asked me got gf d?

i replied: nola

den she said... i see ur fb status still single hor...

i replied: close d lo fb... NOTHING TO PLAY..

she said: wise choice.

But, is it really bcoz there's nothing to play ?

only me noes...

thank you liwei for borrowing me your fb account b4 this all the while...

really sorry to trouble you, changing ur password everytime b4 lending it to me..

and u've nvr question a thing and borrowed me without hesitation everytime.

thanks a lot...

honestly, sitting at my grandma's funeral ceremony, so many things came into my mind...

i'm thinking that what if i suddenly died... will you come help out at my funeral and accompany me for that few days?

if i suddenly died... will you cry and tell me tat u still loves me?

i noe they r all nonsense... but it juz came to my mind at that time.

there are some things that i wished i could do... but i couldn't accomplish immediately... but i noe i can make it b4 i go back. i juz nit more money.

1 by 1

One by one..

Things are happening to me one by one...

Am i at the very bottom yet?

coz a person at the very bottom have only one way to go.. which is upwards...

I wish that i'm already at the very bottom...

I need to start CLIMBING UP !!!!!

I've wasted my whole morning actually basically doing nothing...

But for sure i'll do my assignments and assessments this afternoon after lunch...

Gotta go starbucks in the afternoon and later on workout...

(Thanks for your concern. I appreciate it a lot.. deadly wish to have a longer chat wit you.. but all i can say is just goodnite... coz i noe no matter how long the conversation goes... it'll not change a thing. I'm glad that i didn't take the pictures from you... or else i'll end up staring at the pictures everyday, making my life more miserable.)

Broga Hill Adventure

So, everything has come to an end...

Grandma's funeral ceremony is over.

May she R.I.P .

It is a tiring day... took an almost 3 hours nap this afternoon.. (yawn) n i feel like going to starbucks again now. =.=!!!

okay.. maybe should blog about my Broga Hill adventure.

As i said earlier.. i didn't sleep for the whole night that day and ended up watching 1.5 matches of football. It's not because of football that i didn't sleep... it's because i can't sleep tat's y i went n watch football.

I got ready at 3a.m... and depart at 3.45a.m to pick up 3 of my frens...

Guess what? we reached there so so early that i'm afraid there's nobody there...

Fortunately, there's already a few cars there...

(5.08 a.m , we made it to the parking lot. LOL)

Without wasting time, we went up n reached the highest peak at about 6.20a.m .

A few minutes later.. that's when i receive the message about the death of my grandma.

ok.. erm.. let's talk more on broga hill.

It's kinda slippery that day because it has been drizzling that morning... It gets heavier when we were at the peak of the hill.

Climbing up the hill is not as easy as i thought.. we sweat a lot and our shirt is all wet. haha.. seems to be a better exercise than body combat class.

But, it is a good experience... climbing up the rock and stuff is not easy... coming down from the hill is worst. i like it! =)

Hmm... so here are some pics to share.. can't upload much coz i'll have to compress the sizes of the pictures. =)

Enjoy~